Vol. 13, No. 1• November 2008

The Things I Wish I Had Done

by Ronda

Screaming and running
Hiding and fighting
The things I wish I had done

Cursing and hurting you
Yelling and hitting you
The things I wish I had done

Telling but telling it all
Not just the small
Parts to make it disappear
The things I wish I had done

Making you pay
Making you meet your doom
Seeing all lonely and gloom
The things I wish I had done

Crying no more when I saw
Your face
Or meeting you unknowingly
At a public place
The things I wish I had done

Seeing you die
Or maybe cry
A single tear
The things I wish I had done

No longer feeling love for you
Dropping all things in spite of you
The things I wish I had done

Craving no more your
Sinful love
That fit me like a beat up glove
The things I wish I had done

Laughing at you
Seeing you lose
Your trial and life
Just like I did with
So much strife
The things I wish I had done

Forget you now
And move on for good
And for once having a
Stabilized mood
The things I wish I had done

Just to spite you
Gramps just to spite you and see you
Lose so much like me
Lose it forever and never gain it back

The things I wish I had done

 

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